Number one for me (:

I was a foolish little child

Crazy things I used to do

And all the pain I put you through

Mama now I’m here for you

For all the times I made you cry

The days I told you lies

Now it’s time for you to rise

For all the things you sacrificed

Oh, if I could turn back time rewind

If I could make it undone

I swear that I would

I would make it up to you

Mum I’m all grown up now

It’s a brand new day

I’d like to put a smile on your face every day

Mum I’m all grown up now

And it’s not too late

I’d like to put a smile on your face every day

And now I finally understand

Your famous line

About the day I’d face in time

‘Cause now I’ve got a child of mine

And even though I was so bad

I’ve learned so much from you

Now I’m trying to do it too

Love my kid the way you do

You know you are the number one for me 

Oh, oh, number one for me

There’s no one in this world that can take your place

Oh, I’m sorry for ever taking you for granted, ooh

I will use every chance I get

To make you smile, whenever I’m around you

Now I will try to love you like you love me

Only God knows how much you mean to me

You know you are the number one for me 

Oh, oh, number one for me

through diificulties, we know who is friend

ASSALAMUALAIKUM. hyee kawan kawan. okayy. finally, u really made my day (: even though yesterday maybe the last time we met, but, itsokay. finally, i shared the thing that burden me. thank for being my ear. thanks. admit, i was quite shy. and fortunately i just tear up when we were in car. so, pretty sure u dont see it. yess. thankkss friend. I'll take ur words. I wont forget every single word, u said. 

hm, okay. forget about it. i just want to share this video, this song to all of u, friends. i played this song all the time today. special i dedicated to my dearest mama (:

mum i am all grown up now. and its not too late. i want to put a smile on your face everyday

i miss my happy family. i miss all the moment we had together. every single moment of us. every single minute we spend together. seriously, i MISS that . YA ALLAH, I know you are there Allah. I know you see my tears. I know you hear my prayers. I know you are testing me. And all I ask from you is to strengthen my Imaan so I can handle the struggles in life and have patience. I love you my Lord. My Allah. Please keep me safe. amiinn

*i am crying when i typed this post. 

Bunch of thanks my dearest friend. i need someone to talk to, but i dont know who's the 'someone'. i just keep all of this myself. alhamdulillah Allah sends u to me. u're the right one to talk to. ya, i know, ALLAH lah tempat kita mengadu kalau ada masalah. but, somehow, we need someone to talk to. we need someone to share our problem. at least, it can relief ourself. maybe they cant do anything, but, when u share problem with others, at least, kita rasa lapang sikit. 

okay lah. apa apa pun, i know, Allah tak akan bagi ujian yang hambanya tak dapat hadapi. theres a lot more people outside yang dapat dugaan lagi besar. if they can adapt it, they can pass through it, why not us. kan ? why not me ? why not u ? yess, bila dapat masalah, kita akan mengeluh.itu fitrah manusia. tetapi, jangan sampai menyalahkan takdir. ingat, we still have Allah to rely on. the only thing i can do right now is PRAY. inshaAllah everything will be better. 

friends, can i ask u a favor ? nothing i want . just pray from all of u, pray for me. pray for 'their' happiness. i dont mention, who them. but, they are muslim. same like us. why not we do simple thing to help each other, right ? 

I am home for surprised !

assalamualaikum :) heyyy . i am extremely feel HAPPY right now. wuuwuu. i am just back from MUAR. seriously, muar, im gonna to miss you. hha. awesome lahh. muar got Tutti Frutii. lalala. alahai, tutti frutti tu sebelah je dengan rumah kat subang ni ha. tapi tak pernah jugak aku merasa. one day maybe. nak bawa adik adik makan sekali :) and yes. back to tittle. I AM HOME FOR SURPRISED. yeahhh yeahh. succeed ! that friday, i am not planning pun nak balik. tiba tiba dalam bas otw pergi campus, rasa nak balik. wuuwuu. charger fon semua aku tak bawak :| hha. memang i taknak bagitahu siapa siapa pun that i am going back to muar. even my mum pun i tak nak bagitahu. wuuwuu. surprised lah ni kiranya. but, mum always got instinct kan ? my mum called me, tanya tak nak balik muar ke ? hhi. and i jst said, no maybe. got many works lah mum . 

okay. and tengah hari gerak pergi MID VALLEY. jumpa shu, caca, hanna, and ramai lagi lah. then, we separated. me, of course lah TBS. and my bus was at 630. kira okay lah tu kan. cehh :) awesome. 

actually, 12 MEI was my dad's birthday. okayy ALLAH SELAMATKAN KAMU. ALLAH SELAMATKAN KAMU. ALLAH SELAMATKAN PAPA SAYANG. ALLAH SELAMATKAN KAMU. ehehh. that morning kami semua buat donno je. konon lupa lah. hhi. okay. tengok lah malam tuu : 

this one, adik abang and me. fuhhh. puas buat senyap senyap. papa siap ketuk ketuk pintu bilik lagi. good one lah abang cover :)

we just bought SECRET RECIPE. slices je. nak beli yang whole punya, macam membazir. plus my family tak makan kek sangat. so, nak nampak awesome, beli slices. okay. yang ni punya surprised :) mama and papa tak tahu langsung kami beli ni . hhi 

may ALLAH bless our family. 

mama, why u look like that ? smilee pleasee . i LOVE themm !

before that night, mama, abang, adik and me go jalan jalan. i like keluar jalan jalan macam ni. lagi lagi dengan mama :)) wuuwuu . and, that time, abang just back from school. haihh. kat rumah dah lunch dah padahal. tapi disebabkan abang lapar,we went to KFC. seriously, my stomach full gila . mana tak gemok ? :o

once more, mama memang suka tak pandang kamera kann ?

this one for my beloved mama :) thanks mama cause taken care of me since i was a baby. and now, im already 18.  u'd thought me to be independent. to be a good a nice girl. to be strong to deal with any problem in life. i lovee you forever and ever. 

yess. dalam dunia ni, kita hanya dikurniakan satu mak, satu ayah. hilang nya tiada pengganti. so, jagalah mereka. make them happy. make them proud of u as they're still here. 

I love travelling

assalamualaikum. heyy friend. so yeahh. its so exciting week (: many things happened this week. antaranya :

MONDAY  nothing happened. jst answering biology quiz yang sangat buat akuu rasa nak terjun bangunan. ohh suck ! but then, that night, i went to buka puasa at SECRET RECIPE with fazeera . i ordered LASAGNA . err i forgot the full name. but, its sorta of lasagna for vegeterian lahh. i kan vegeteriann. hha. then , nak balik, ohmaigod. takde bas. its too late night. luckily ada abang mad yang baik :)) 

TUESDAY i got ETP drama practise. seriously malas nak pergi. malam tu memang tido nyenyak habis lahh. tengah bersiap nak pergi taylors, suddenly my phone menyanyi nyanyi. and i take a look , NAZMI . haihh apa mimpi tiba tiba call ni. and i picked up the phone. ''hajar, aku kat depan Subang Avenue ni'' what ? tak kecek awal awal nak datang subang . ''saje nak surprise''. then, after drama practise, immediately i turun sunway pyramid. ohsemm. syafirul also there . fuhh dengan aku berbaju kurung , ada ke patut mereka ajak main ice skate :o nazmi kata aku makin pendek . ohh what ? grrrr . and both nazmi and syafirul kata aku tembamm . sobsob . i was bullied by nazmi cause su tak nak turun hang dengan kami . grrr . but, seriously awesome lahh tht day . :)) . Hope to see them again soon. kalau jalan dengan nazmi, tak sah kalau jauh. kalau jalan dengan syafirul, tak sah kalau tak pergi minum. :/  

WEDNESDAY THURSDAY nothing special i think . class like usual . 

FRIDAY i went to Kelana jaya with Ros Alwani. like seriously, we were not planning at all the journey. hha, wht to say, main redah je. we went to Kelana Jaya Lakeside. fuhhh. like seriously, i was so excited. fuhh. lama gila tak pergi park macam ni. last time pun Mac hari tu kot. almost 2 month tak pergi park. so, kami duduk duduk ambil angin yang sepoi sepoi bahasa tuu . and i called mira una . errr, actually, dulu mira kursus depan tasik tu je. so yeahh. macam terkilan. and now, dah lama tak jumpa mira una. i miss her a lot. 

TODAY i went to fitness first. hha. guna guest card Azizul. free of charge ape. andd i can try anything there, and how long, it doesnt matter. so, fuhhh. agak semput lah tadi . dah lama kot tak excercise. azizul coach aku. hha. but, im absolutely tired. buat itu ini , bakar kalori bagai. urghh so tired. nampak sangat dah lama muscle aku tak bergerak . and lastly, I got SAUNA. first timee ! hha . terujaa gilaa budak sorang ni . 

andd so yeah. i like to travel. tambah tambah when i feel down. I tend to do something unpredicted. 

so yeah, this weekend, planning to have some doughnuts either Krispy Kreme or Big Apple with MR A :) eheh, he treats me . hoyehhh. 

  

AMIRA HUSNA ZAKARIA . hereee . i uploaded this picture special dedicated for u (: I've been here miraa 

ROS was so excited when she saw thiss ;P


NEVER PUT TO TOMORROW WHAT U CAN DO TODAY (: