a day with them (:

assalamualaikum . heyy awesome (: okayy, even though semalam ada BERSIH 3.0 , i was so willing to see my mum and siblings at INTERNATIONAL BOOK FAIR, PWTC . so yeahh, I went by my own. oh oh, so berani kan? apa boleh buat, tak kan nak susahkan orang. haihh. alhamdulillah, im safe. but, KTM was so suck ! crowded with people who wanted to join the assemble. as i arrived at KTM subang, i was so,, err ! like seriously, ramai gilaa orang dengan kuning merata rata. so suck ! all the way they jerit jerit, BERSIH BERSIH BERSIH. ehh , pening ler . 

and , dah sampai PWTC, mum called me. then, we met. oh yeah ! miss them so much ! seriously. abang dah kurus. dah handsome. hha. besar dah adik yang sorang ni. adik hanis seems no change. hha. well, she will be sit for UPSR this year. and aku pula yang terasa nervous. padahal dia biasa je.chill je. haihh. and MUM ! oh yeah ! i salam her and give her kiss (: lama dah tak kiss my mum ;p on the spot, mum asked me, mana kawan hajar? ehehh. sorry mummm :/

so yeah, jalan jalan . i bought 4 books. 2 books written by DR MUHAYA (: the others were ENGLISH and something for UNIVERSITY STUDENT. im not finished reading it, but, im sure its good ! thats why i buy it. 

okayy. so, i was with them about 3 hours. er, tak puas kan? kejap gilaa. i was crying when they need to go :( sedih kot. bila nak jumpa lagi ? alamat july nanti. ohhh ! tak tahan. for sure i'll back to muar as soon as possible . yeah. mum gave me tudung pelangi lagi . so excited . lagi excited bila tudung tu exactly tudung yang aku minat, but then tak dapat beli cause pendek. but then, the one that my mum bagi was okayy. tak pendek punn (: mum know her child better . i believe that !

and kami jalan jalan. like seriously kaki dah sakit. makan. i was makan makan and makan. eheh. feel guilty that time. but, its okay. dengan my family kot. bukan nya selalu kan ? hhi. 

then, balik balik, tiba tiba terasa nak makan cookies subway. and terus aku masuk summit. then, like seriously, when first i stepped into SUBWAY,,, lahh. HE's HERE. errr. and dengan pantas nya i turned back . tak jadi nak masuk. hha. -.-

okayy. i loveee u mama ! (:

IN FAMILY LIFE, LOVE IS THE OIL THAT EASES FRICTION, THE CEMENT THAT BINDS CLOSER TOGETHER AND THE MUSIC THAT BRINGS HARMONY

a day with BFTJ

assalamualaikumm. heyyy friendss :)) im freaking happy . wuu wuu seriously, today im too active. smiling all the day. takde orang tanya dah, haja kenapa awak nampak sedih? hha. because im REALLY HAPPY dear. okayy. bawah ni I show u the reasons why I was pretty happy todayy :D 

seriously i felt like dreaming. they came here! yess SUBANG :) 

both SYAHIRAH ;p i'm SHAFINAZ. hhi. got chemistry there rite ? syiro excited . sampai beli blaus baru lagi haa. 

taraa ! back to childhood. if im not mistaken, last time i done this was when i was in standard 5. woohooo. lama gilaa tak buat mende ni. and this time, i done this ! 

ehemmm. there's story that we created. ULTRAMAN syiro naik AEROPLANE hajar sebab nak balik HOME syahirah. AWESOMEE kann kami ? 

okayy. look here. syahirah was so scared . kelakar kot. ''korangg, aku dah tak nak main dahh. nak keluar lahh.'' hha memanjang bebel ayat sama. at last, i brought her to the middle and let her stand by herself. see, SHE DONE A GREAT job ! yess . seronok tengok dia happy !

kitaorang tak guna khidmat kameraman ice skating punn. kameraman kitaorang lagi pro. kredit to SYAHIRAH. ohhsemm. time ni ice was melting. hey, mereka sangat pro. tak jatuh gedebuk punn. steady jea . wuu wuu. tengok lah tenaga pengajar kann ;p 

seriously i was HAPPY gilaa that time. and of course i am happy cause i made them happy. but then, i thought nak ajak mereka makan JCO. but, then after ber'ice skatting' masing masing lapar gila. hha. nampak chicken rice shop, terus je serbu. hha. kelaparan yang amat lah tu. wa balun ayam . errr, i  felt guilty that time. dah lah pagi tu makan AUNTIE ANNE's .phewww. lemak ohh lemak. i know u jealous kann ?

and setiap pertemuan ada perpisahan. may Allah bless us. amiin. okayy, about a week more syahirah dah nak masuk PLKN. and me ? will back to MUAR on july. haihh. bila nak jumpa lagi ? seriously, i was likeee, YA ALLAH sedihhnyaaa ! bulan tujuh baru boleh jumpa balik these beautiful girls. i saw mata syiro berair masa kitaorang salam and say goodbye . like seriously, sedihh nyaa . 

special for both of you, 

SYAHIRAH ROSNAN a.k.a SYIRO 

be a good girl. maybe we are separate by distance, but then, u still in my mind.ALWAYS dearr. i never forget u. thanks for the pressie :)) thankss cause sudi datang sini. u're such an awesome friendd dear. eheeh. pandai dah kawan aku sorang ni naik bas :)) syiro dah matang -.-

SYAHIRAH WAGIMAN 

heyy wirawati. u take care dear. be a nice girl. we are meant together. wuuwuu. seriously, u are awesomee. lepas ni syera dah pro main ice skate ! hhi. kita kawan selamanyaa okayy. nanti dekat PLKN, jaga diri. i know u wont forget both of us -.-

BFTJ . amiiinnn . see u soon . thankksss a LOT dear friends !

macam mimpi pulak mereka datang sini. and mimpi tu terlalu singkat untuk aku :'( i know both of u will read this post, and here, SERIOUSLY, u are my friend dunia akhirat. amiinnn amiinn. 

got my name :)

assalamualaikum. morning all, morning shafinaz ;p okayy. someone call me SHAFINAZ. yess, thats my name, but somehow, people just called me HAJAR . or SITI. but then, SITI was jst when the person dont even know me. they jst saw my first name, then call me so. but then, tiba tiba someone request, can I call u shafinaz ? hohoo. i was like,, what ? awkward lah . seriously, if im not mistaken, last person who called me shafinaz was PUAN Salbiah. tht when i was in form 3. hha, still young girl. but, now, seriously, tak ramai and tak de kot orang panggil shafinaz. HHA . thts why rasa pelik . padahal, nama tu lah yang tertulis since 18 years ago. 

but, then, i lovee when people called my full name,  seriously :)) 

ehemm, Mr A sangat baik. he's very awesome. always there for me. thanks alots. seriously, sometimes i feel guilty cause i didnt do anything for you. but then, u always lend ur helping hand. always ! MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY . amiiin.  peeps, pray for him . semoga kau akan jumpa cerminan kau . i mean, if u got problem, Allah will ease you . He will send u a helping hand like u done for me . respect u Mr A !

about a few hours to go :)) byee 

i am SITI HAJAR SHAFINAZ :))

money is not everything

assalamualaikum. heyy dude. seriously, im excited waiting for tomorrow. hope all is well :)) dear syahirah rosnan, syahirah wagiman, im waiting for both of you :)) 

okay. MONEY. yess. one may says, money is not everything. but not having it is, can u still survive without even a cent of money ? surely cant. even to enter the toilet need money dear. haiyoo. so then, kalau takda duit, nak melepas kat mana ? ishh. basically people will say, money do not play an important role in life, but then, everything need money. 

many argued about money and its significance. for me, actually, money plays a ig role, but, the significance will appear once we use it in the right way. surely, having a lots of money cant guarantee a happiness life u have. and im pretty sure, that there are many people outside there are unhappy with their life. they still finding for the real happiness.

but, if one uses the money on the right way, it could be easier for him/her.money doesnt guarantee happiness, but it sure can be easier for people to access something. but then, use the money in the right way . duit tu ada kaitan dengan kehidupan . kalau kita guna dia untuk kebaikan, insyaAllah berkat tu berterusan. 

bila kita meninggal dunia, semua benda duniawi terputus dari kita. hanya 3 benda sahaja yang akan bagi kita pahala berterusan:

1. doa anak yang soleh
2. amal jariah 
3. ilmu yang disampaikan

*not sure the sequence. but, its something like that lahh. imagine, kita keluarkan rm1 , masukkan dalam tabung masjid. lepastu, masjid ni guna duit tu untuk letak air cond. sejuk je jemaah nak sembahyang. betul tak ? as long as air cond tu still functioning, u still got the pahala. insyaALLAH. easy kann ? islam is easy dude :))

okayy, cerita about money, i got this one teller bank, encik, u kerja, i respect u. yess. but then, kerja ada etika kerja kann ? ''heyy. im teller bank yg you nak withdraw tadi. u kesah tak i ambil number u?'' heyy, encik, saya letak number tu sebab nak isi borang. no manners betul lah.  

err, got call from him-.- seriously, he's such a kind friend. yesss. i likee :)) 

i learnt something. to appreciate others, its not only u can show by money. some need pray from us. :)) 

u still have future

ASSALAMUALAIKUM . jika anda hilang segala galanya , be thankful. cause u still have FUTURE :) okayy , sekarang weather windy je kan . kalau main layang layang mesti best. tiba tiba teringat kat HOMEROOM ZUHIMMAH. wuuwuu. layang layang kita terbang paling tinggi kan ? seronok ! judger tu pun sampai tak percaya layang layang kita tu kan ?

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With every breath you take, someone just took their last. Be thankful for your life, do good while you are allowed, and never forget your ultimate destination!

yeahh . alhamdulillah . finally we succeed ! nampak tak muka bahagia kami ? syafirul ariff, thanksss helping us. err, rocket kali ni dah cantik sikit dari yg before . 

okayy. this is my pretty roomate. she's very nice :)) her name is FATHIN ATIQAH 

andd after finished launching the water rocket, I try this one . wuuwuu. seriously hard maa ! keluar peluh keayuan aku tau. orang kat bawah jerit jerit, go HERBALIFE ! amboii haa, hang tak mau try . main jerit jerit haa :P

Life is going to be filled with painful moments. Some that are caused by others and others that are a result of your own doing. It has been my experience that if you take care of the painful moments that we create ourselves, the pain that others cause is not as painful. Always be cautious of the sins you commit, be hasty in repenting to Allah, and make Allah your ultimate goal in life. You will survive and you will succeed. InsyaAllah

they are like eraser

MUM AND DAD are very special person. they shaped us to become a good person. to be a person. to be someone. they even sacrofoce themselves to make sure that their children get the BEST in their life. its like a story about PENCIL AND ERASER

PENCIL : I'm sorry 

ERASER : For what ? u didnt do anything wrong. 

PENCIL : I'm sorry cause u get hurt because of me. whenever i made a mistake, u're always there to erase it. But as u make my mistakes vanish, u lose a part of urself. u get smaller each time

ERASER : Thats true. but i dont really mind. u see, i wans made to do this. i was made to help u whenever u do something wrong. even though one day, i know u'll be gone and u'll replace me with a new one, i'm actually happy with my job. so,pleasee, stop worrying. i hate seeing u sad :)

this conversation is very inspirational rite? parent are like erase whereas their children are the pencil. they're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. sometimes along the way, they get hurt, and become smaller  (smaller and eventually pass on). though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children and will always hate seeing their precious one worrying or sad. 

*i take these from PROF DR MUHAYA.

seriously, i respect her so much. i really want to meet her for the second time. ya ALLAH, pleasee, give me a second chance . terkilan kot masa first time jumpa, i even dont know her. 

dear mama and papa, seriously, i loveee uuuuu soo much ! thanks for taking care of me since i was in ur tommy :))

stop it guys

ASSALAMUALAIKUM. hyeeee kawan kawan. oky. jum hembus nafas ramai ramai pfffftttt . exam done ! pecah otak :| tambah tambah hari ni punya test--> BIOLOGY. err, susaa. i dnt know why. bila baca macam dah faham, lecturer tanya, do you understand. cehh bajet gilaaa angguk kepala tanpa ragu ragu . haihh. bila dapat paper, rasa macam hape dahh. time tu lah baru rasa bodohnya diri sebab jadi sombong bodoh. grr. anyway, my loveeee to biology will never diee even he gave me horrible mark :P but i'll make sure one day, he'll get in loveee wth me. BIOLOGY, i lovee u . pleaseeee . understand wht i feel before now and thennn. 

err. okayy. i jst read someone punya laman sesawang. andd i found alott of kata kata mencarutt. er, guys,pleassee lah. apa dapat kalau awak mencarut carut tuh ? tak sweet pun wak. mencarut 1 perkataan dapat sebiji BB ke ? dapat sebiji MACBOOK ke ? dapat duit berjuta juta ke ? haihh. if so, go on lah. but, absolutely no kan ? then, tak payah lah nak keluarkan perkataan yang entah hapa hapa tuh. haihh, dalam kamus dewan pun dah terang terang bagi maksud perkataan tu tak elok. kan lagi bagus kalau awak cakap 'aku pandai. aku handsome. aku cantik. aku baik.aku kaya' banyak banyak kali. ha,, 40 kali ulang, mana tahu makbul kan. ha, dapat jadi kaya pe . 

now, for those yang mencarut bagai tuhh, tak kesah lah boys or girls, err girl lagi lahh tak proper kan kalau mencarut, pleasee lah, stop talking such ridiculous words. tak bagus lahh awak . tak elok pun. kalau bakal mak mertua awak yang baca , yang dengar awak cakap macam tu, kena reject tauu . 

okayy. ehem ehemm. who knows PROF DR MUHAYA ? try to search her. seriously, beliau sangat awesome. MUSLIMAH SEJATI.DOKTOR MUKMIN.IBU MITHALI.PAKAR MATA.MOTIVATOR. TOKOH ILMUWAN.  she's everything. yeap. who gonna take medicine, u better watch her video. seriously, that help a lot. to be a doctor. i lovee this part, when she said ''jadi doctor ni, kalau kita threat orang susah and kalau dia tak cukup duit, kita tambah 50sen. means, kita tolong dia. because jadi doktor ni mulia dunia dan akhirat'' and i'm touched when her daughter talked about her. seriously. im touched. and seriously, i respect DR MUHAYA ni sangat. for those  yang nak jadi doktor, but still dont know ur destination, here it is, try a look . DR MUHAYA . 

ohkayy noticed. this month ramai sangat orang lahir tahun 1994. haihh. HAPPY BECOMING BIRTHDAY to uuuu . lalala. best kan betting birthdate. i know ur birthdate lahh. just u je yg tak notice my birthday.kan dah dapat dendaa -.- allrite then, next time sambung lagi oky. now already 0052. nite all. assalamualaikum :))

new one. bought it at TAYLORS . woww, good lah taylors dah ada booth jual tudung. i likee !

i bought twooo lahh . 2 for RM 25. worth lahh kot. mahal actually. but, dah jatuh cinta kann. everything can ! HHA

FIRST time trying :)) went to pizza 

I AM ONLY ONE, BUT STILL I AM ONE. I CANNOT DO ANYTHING, BUT STILL I CAN DO SOMETHING (: